Something Personal || School Life

Waoooo, while checking out other bloggers blog, I realise the last time I posted was in January 2017.. rightttttt before I started school.

Surprise! yeah!!
I'm studying.. AGAIN while everyone my age graduated their Diploma or Degree..
Many have asked me WHY? WHY NOW? WHY OUT OF A SUDDEN?
Everyone, especially my family and close friends was worried if I can continue to do what I am doing now and maintain my lifestyle while studying. Everyone thought that I would have continue working for the rest of my life until I DIE.

Well then, here is why..

First off, life is hard.. With the current economy, RM2k per month is bullshit.. Every single item is increasing and even GST applies to all items too. It's hard to save $$ if you are also renting and staying on your own. Even rentals increases. Sometimes, it's really tired to have that little penny of $$ and still need to look at your f**ked up boss and smile at him. And it's also so not fair that people with shitty work performance can make more $$ then you. I believe everyone agree with me in this.

Next, I believe everyone hate's it when your family compare you with others.. Like they study until MASTERS, they are GOD. Come on, some people study until master, PHD, etc etc are even stupid-er then SPM leaver's. (No offence and this is not to everyone but seriously I do know some of these kind of people, like WTF, how can brains like that graduate). Even Janitors, are even more clever than these kind of human. Walao, get a life.. Stop using your free time to think of this kind of nonsense. For this whole 5 years, I really need to make them stop. So what if people didn't get high education? So what if people couldn't study. Life is not all about study but to make it meaningful. Haizzzz, I think I should stop this part, and maybe I'll continue someday. If I continue, I might write a book.

Third, I actually just tried my luck while applying for the scholarship that this school provided and never thought that I would get it. And I might be the only person who got the most (evil smile). However, at the same time I actually also applied for some jobs in Singapore, but too bad.. no luck to go so far. So, first come first serve, the school emailed me with providing the perfect scholarship plan for me and that is how I get to know all these minions (Yeah, kids)

Despite all these reasons, I went studying again.. and hell yeah!! I got myself an awesome life going on..

PS: I dump that asshole who made me cry all night long, who made me ugly, who made me someone else instead of myself. I'm free from that miserable life.