Life's a disappointment

Life is always in disappointment

Everyday is just another surprising day 

You will never know what's gonna happen next

Today you may have families and a bunch of friend saying grace together but you will never know when they will leave you.. *passed on or dump you* 

I remember when I was younger, some people used to tell my parents, "Wao, you're kid really clever / waahhh! You're daughter is so nice." 

I always use to think its was all true.. *duh! I was only 8, don't expect me to understand human..*

Now that I am older understand why they giving sweet talks to my parents, it's all about $$. Just for their sales, they are willing to open their mouth to bullshit even though it's not true. 

Well, 1 thing for sure I'm not smart or clever, I would've got an A in school.. I'm not nice, I quarrel with my sis and bro everyday.. 

When I get older I met a lot of different kind of people, some comes around some goes around, some just passing by, some are good, some are bad and some even take you for granted.. 

For me, it doesn't matter what you do to me, even though our relationship turn sour or you might even have forgotten everything about me. I accept it.. This is life, I don't have the ability to change anything other than myself. This world is too cruel to only being yourself.. 

I'm from a broken family.. I miss mum every single day.. 

She given me this life, I'm going to fulfill her dream no matter what it takes.. 

Here's a peek on pika..